Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Day 1

Well, I've never consistantly blogged before, but let's hope that this one lasts. I'm not 100% sure exactly what I'm going to use it for, but since the name suggests The Fix, let's hope that something is fixed.. not that anything in particular is broken, but who knows. Or, maybe you can just use it to get your 'fix' of Megu, lol.

The Fix was the name that one of my best friends, Liz and I came up with for our dream coffee/hand made candy and yummies shop. We never really got that far, but I hope that it'll still, someday come to fruitation.

I suppose the fix is also an appropriate name because there are a few things in my life that arn't necessarily broken, but I'd like to try to make better. Hopefully writting it all down may help. *shrug* I dunno.... today I was watching the show, 'Intervention'. Have you heard of it. It's a really neat show, though half the time it ends really badly. Today, a lady was on it that was anorexic. Now, if any of you have seen or met me, you would know that I am far from it. Somehow though, I felt like I could relate to her. Blah, I'm rambling. Alright, I'll try and write more tomorrow, not that anyone is reading this anyway. ^^

(later in the day)

Today is the first time I wore my hair in it's naturaly curly state in over 2 years. I'm not sure how I feel about it, but people seem to love it. I desperately need a hair cut so I can wear it straight again.

Oh, back to the eating disorder thing.. yeah. Mine came out today in full force. Lately, my job has been really stressful. There's this guy that I work with that plans on quitting (finally!) and has been a total ass to everyone since he made this announcement. Not that it's too different from how he already acts. To top it off, I've been gaining wei..ght, probably from the stress and working so much, and my hair is curly! I dislike curly hair >.> My solution! Medicate with a brownie ><>

*le sigh*