The Diet

Alright... I have a feeling things are about to get easier. I'm done with my 3 day cleanse which was only raw green veg and red meat. Don't get me wrong, I loooove me some steak but when you can't put any salt on it and that's -all- you can eat, it gets old.. fast.

I'm able to eat a large variety of foods now. Almost seems like I'll be eating a ton a day compared to what I have been eating. Rather than my egg and half an orange as usual for breakfast, I was able to have a small bowl of cereal and a cup of this processed, special hot chocolate that was designed by the clinic. It wasn't too bad. And I was able to calm my sweet tooth with one of their snack bars. For being entirely synthetic and 'good' for me.. it wasn't bad at all. I was really surprised. It made my taste buds happy ^^.

Now, off to finish cleaning the house before I figure out what I want for lunch.

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(Loss to Date) LtD: -10 lbs

Day 2

I signed up for the Medical weight loss clinic two days ago... What the hell am I doing?

This is so hard, and I'm only on day two. I know that I'm on the cleansing which is incredibly restrictive, and starting Saturday it will be a bit easier but right now.. I'm dying. I want to curl up into a ball and die. Zach's mom (bless her heart) came over to help us paint my living room.. and being the wonderful mom that she is, brought a bag of reece's peanut butter cups and a huge bag of home made chocolate chip cookies.

I want to eat them all.. seeing them made me wanna cry. I'm torturing myself slowly just by being in the same house as those delicious morsels.